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January 15, 2006

I have been so bummed lately! Too much to do at work and home among other things. I think it put me in a mild state of depression. I've been waking up throughout the night and not eating. Sobbing a lot. Not a good start to the new year, huh? But I will get better. I've been here before and I know that I've beat it before. I'm more than a conqueror through Him who loves me.

Knitting is slow but sure. When I'm not feeling well emotionally and spiritually, it kind of takes it's toll on everything else. I kind of float through everything in a haze. Can't even think straight. I hate it. I've really got to learn to cast my cares earlier. Before they get me this way. But right now I'm working on a scarf I didn't get to finish Christmas time. It's going to be a really short one anyway. It's a small ball of beautiful hand dyed and spun yarn. I just wanted to see what it knit like by itself. I have another ball that is similar but different colors and I'm knitting that scarf with a ball of fuzzy mohair that is close to one of the colors in the yarn itself. It looks cool. But it is so slow because of the pattern I decided to use. That thing won't get finished till this time next year, I'm sure.

Though it's late coming, best wishes for a Happy New Year everyone!

Posted by stacey at 08:58 PM | Comments (4)